Friday, November 13, 2009

Is the wait driving you crazy?


The much anticipated update. :)

Okay, I am gonna try to not talk in technical terms, because I realize that not everyone speaks doctor. Only the lucky few get that privileged (Dawn, Deb, Pam, etc..).

After 6 weeks off of my meds, we were allowing my tumor markers (blood counts) to rise, to make sure that there is still active cancer in my body. And as we knew already, there is. This year we tried a new form of iodine for my scan, since I am fully immune to the old form of iodine used. However, iodine is iodine, no matter how you spin in, and the scan showed nothing. Again, as we suspected. But the new scan (and I mean brand spanking new technology) was kinda cool. Plus, they let my mom sit in the scan room the entire time with me, which was super nice.

The doctors have been wonderful this year, truly a blessing. They do not have a defeatist attitude that doctors in the past have had when they no longer know how to treat me. They are willing to turn ever stone to find the cancer.

Now, my PET scans (a different, stronger scan) continuously show nodules in my lungs and medistinum (above lung, in chest). The question is, which nodules are the ones that are active cancer, and which are benign? Or are they all active? I will be having a PET scan now, to determine if the nodules have grown, this will be very accurate since we have many previous PET scans to prepare it to. I will have the date for that on Monday.

I also have to go see a surgeon on December 31st. Since the cancer is a very aggressive thyroid cancer, the endocrinologist is hoping that he can find it. Maybe some fresh eyes will give fresh perspective. I have had this problem before in Florida, when my endo could not find the cancer and quickly gave up. BUT, the radiologist INSISTED that it was there, and sure enough, fresh eyes found it.

This is a common problem in America with thyroid cancer patients who do not follow book standards. The doctors simply do not know what to do with them. Especially if radiation is not an option. Luckily, there are a handful of endos that have dedicated their lives to thyroid cancer alone...one of them is Dr. Ain who heads up a lot of the thyca.org events/conversations and whatnot. We are going to contact him, since I am a severe case, and possibly travel there...once I get all of my testing done here.

Ultimately it is in God's hands. If He wants us to see Dr. Ain in Kentucky, he will make that clear to us, or, he will open the eyes of the doctors here (as he has been doing) and we won't have to travel. Either way, I have to have faith now. And if you want to pray for me, please pray for patience and peace. As many of you know, the wait is the hardest.

I also wanted to share something with all of you. Often times people do not take thyroid cancer seriously, because almost all patients get it once and it never spreads past the thyroid and never comes back. But for the few of us that have aggressive thyroid cancer, we never really have good options, because there is no definitive answer on how to treat. But here is a link to show you what cancer.gov shows you about RECURRENT thyroid cancer. This is all doctor talk, but if you really wanna know, then it is a great source.



As far as school goes this semester, I am going to have to take am Incomplete in both courses, I still have way to many tests to finish out the semester. This upsets me more than anything, I really thought I could do both, but it turns out that I am not Superwoman. :-( All I want to do is graduate.

Okay, I guess that is enough for y'all to take in for one night. Have a nice weekend everyone.


SEVERELY SWOLLEN FACE, A LOVELY SIDE EFFECT. JEALOUS?


BEFORE RADIATION...


RECEIVING RADIATION, THE PILLS HAVE ARRIVED IN THE BUILDING....



AFTER RADIATION, HEHE...



HOME TO COLLECT MY URINE, MM MMM...


BACK TO NUCLEAR FOR DAY 2...




THE DOC ARRIVES AND PLACES ME IN A STRAIGHT JACKET?! ;-)




I SWEAR THAT THING JUST MISSED MY NOSE...



OKAY, THIS IS RANDOM, BUT IT WAS THE PRETTIEST WATER DOUGHNUT I HAVE EVER SEEN...




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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

What an interesting shower...

So tonight I get in the shower, close the door, and look down to see a cat in there with me. Too late to let her out, I am getting a shower now. Our shower curtain has 12-18 inches in the middle that is clear, so I could see her at all times.

At first she jumps on the toilet lid and keeps tilting her head at every move I make, it was cute. Then curiosity got the best of her.

She slowly makes her way over to the "other side" of the shower, where she thought there was no water. This little girl is so stupid, she jumped in. The minute she felt water she meowed at the top of her lungs, jumped out, hair standing straight up, and began to lick herself as if she had just been violated by a large male cat.

Once she was dry she jumped back on the toilet lid and began to meow at me. I kept saying, "no," but cats do not understand that word. Or, I should say, they choose to not understand it. So she decided to jump on the bathroom vanity and knock hand soap, toothpaste, dental floss, and many other things into the sink and onto the floor. The looked at me, like, "are you ready to get out now?"

So I get out, dry off, and go straight to the door to let her out. BUT NOOO!!! She clawed me wanting to stay in. So I gave in and sat her back on the floor. She jumped straight up to the vanity, knocking stuff all over again, and meowed at me for five whole minutes until I could pick her up. What a brat.

This is the last time I let a cat stay in the bathroom. My dogs would just calmly lay on the mat and patiently wait for me to finish...not a peep, no destructive behavior. Dogs are just big dumb animals that are willing to do anything to please their owner. But not so with cats, you have to earn their respect, and things WILL be done on THEIR terms. :-)

I just heart animals. <3

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Monday, November 2, 2009

Odds and Ends

Just a quick blog with some random pics. I was super duper sick today, keep counting the dates. Anyways, FB friends have already seen these, but I know a lot of you don't have FB.

NEW PHOTO IMPORTS....





JUST A CUTE PIC OF MY GUYS...




THIS IS SAMUEL'S FIRST CONCERT OF THE YEAR...




THIS PIC IS FOR MINDY, I DRESSED HANNAH UP ONE NIGHT...





THIS PIC IS FOR MINDY! :-) IT IS RACHEL'S FIRST JUMP ROPE CLASS...



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